DEAR DIARY

Dear Diary,

I saw him again today. Talking with someone. But that someone was his girlfriend. How cruel, right? Because my first crush is on him only who can never be mine. I did tell him I like him, remember? But he is loyal to his girlfriend which I appreciate But God!

I also deserve someone right? Someone who would love me forever. But I guess it's all possible in movies only. Reality is far from this.

And yeah again Maira was babbling about some novel she read. Novel really. It was something about a Greek God fantasy novel according to her. Well you already know my liking towards series and songs not novels or fantasy world. I wish she could just stop all the nonsense in front of me.

By the way, I always wanted to know how does it feel to be in love and how does it feel when someone loves you? Beautiful isn't it. I remember how gently Tasha was explaining about her first love. It was tragic. It made her strong I guess. Though now she lingers with every guy she talks to then also. Sometimes a heart break makes you go all silent or maybe like Tasha- carefree, trying every possible guy to know who is her forever.

I still remember Maira's face when she got to know that Tasha had 2 or 3 boyfriends in the past. She was like who even fall in school days. It's just hormones . Well she was right somewhere but that doesn't mean love can't happen at a young age.

Love can happen to anyone anytime and anywhere. Arvika still cries over her 7th grade boyfriend. Dramatic, yeah. And Maira has been single since birth. Doesn't mean she never had a crush on anyone. She had but  nothing else. For her it was hormone work. She always says no one can ever love me. But I wish I could tell how my brother looks at her.

Well, haven't I written a lot of philosophy today? Yeah. Well bye for now because I can already hear my mother shouting for me to roll some chapattis so byee Diary.

Bye, adios.